Monday, August 9, 2010

Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Terlebih dahulu memohon maaf diatas segala kekhilafan yg dilakukan dan mengucapkan selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa di bulan Ramadhan dgn penuh tawadduq agar diredhai dan dirahmati oleh-Nya.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Bengang

Aku sgt bengang dgn mereka! xde perikemanusiaan. Haish

Mood: Demam ~

Friday, May 28, 2010

Percutian



Jernih gila kan.Destinasi wajib buat semua pencinta alam semulajadi.

Selepas, melalui segala drama belakangan ini. Aku memerlukan percutian untuk membuatkan aku lupa sejenak akan tanggungjawap dan bebanan hidupku. Destinasi pilihanku: Terengganu. Ini merupakan kali pertama aku menjejakkan kaki dibumi itu.
terima kasih buat penyu yang sudi menjamu air kelapa muda buat diriku. Fresh!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hindi Vs Tamil songs

Overview
Currently, there are 2 interns in this company. One indian girl, Rebecca and One Malay girl, Farah both are from UMS and UiTM. One has been placed in servicing department while another one in creative department for 2 months.

At the office

A day before...
Mala came near me and whispered about she is tired hearing Indian songs that follow by Rebecca voice. I asked her back, Is she loud? Mala replied, can't you hear? She playing the songs since morning. The music is loud and sits behind you. Hurmf, I'm kinda rushing with deadline. Hardly i'm sitting on my place so I dun have any idea about it. Can you ask her to slow down or use headphone instead. Erk? Why me(with my confused look)...Follow by mala giggling.

Next day..
aisya: cocoa, can u ask her to stop playing the songs?
me: why me?
aisya: cos you are King of Bitches.
me: BODO!!

Then aisya asked my manager

Aisya: Muntip, what do you think of this?
Muntip: About what?
Aisya & me : songs....
Muntip: what's wrong? i'm kind like the tunes and helps me to move * with a face to express she enjoys the songs plus it kinda kewl english songs, ryte?
Aisya & me: TAMIL!!!! * with a suprised look.lol
Muntip: Really? Omg! maybe i like indian food, now I like their songs
Aisya & me: no wonder, you not complaining about it.haha.lol

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Happy Mother's day

Ibu/Mak,

Perjalanan hidupmu penuh onak duri kehidupan
Terlalu banyak halangan yang sentiasa hadir
Engkau sentiasa hadapi dengan tenang
Mampu tersenyum bersama-sama anakmu

Disaat Engkau melalui saat getir kehidupan
Lidahku kelu tanpa sebarang kata
Tabah tidak cukup untuk menggambarkan saat itu
Engkau akan sentiasa menjadi sumber inspirasiku

Dikala ku menghadapi segala permasalahan
Engkau sentiasa tenang dan bersamaku
Hanya Engkau yang memahamiku

Aku sentiasa berharap kehadiranku mampu membuatkan ko gembira
Mengubati kisah lama yang menguriskan hati
Agar kedamaian dan kegembiraan yang akan dikecapi
Hanya itu harapanku yang satu

Buatmu, Ibu

p/s: Terima kasih diatas suprise party dan nyanyian lagu bday itu, sgt terharu. Moga-moga tahun ini merupakan yang terbaik untuk aku melaluinya. Insyallah.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Happy Bday

I would like to dedicate this entry specially for you.

To Meor / Joejo,

Thanks for celebrating my birthday and cake :-) . Wish your dream come true and happy with your partner.

To Y2k group,

I caught by surprised with the arrangement while we having our reunion. Each one of you sang birthday song in 3 different languages almost makes me burst into tears. It reminds me of high school. This is called 1Malaysia. Thanks to all who are willing to celebrate my birthday together and came for the reunion.

To Shanizam,

For the effort that you did. Really appreciate it after all I think I really need this. Thanks.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

nukilan ringkas

coretan smlm

Mak: cocoa, jgn lupa beli 2 colgate herbal kat guardian nanti sblm balik. Nanti mak bayar.
Aku: OK bila mak nk bayar nanti?
Mak: Alah, jangan risau, duet mak kan byk kat kamo.
Aku: *bila plak nie?
Mak: Dalam bank kamo ler...duet mak gaks tu kan.
Aku: *speechless. redha
Mak: jangan ko ingat mak xtao bila gaji masuk.haha.
Aku: Baeklah

ai suka yerk dengan tahap keyakinan mak. Aku seringkali jadi mangsa keadaan.haha.


Meeting

We need to promote 1Malaysia
Do you mean that we have 2 or 3 Malaysia?
lolz

Tips for presentation.

1) Do not read because it will waste time.

2) Rehearse many times and explain. Make sure you understand your subject well before deliver it.

3) Please make sure you write like you speak this will ease people to understand your presentation. Do not use difficult / jargon words. Choose simple and easy to be assimilated.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Perbualan kusut!

Perbualan sebelum ini dirahsiakan atas sebab2 tertentu dan tidak mahu mengaibkan sesiapa yang terlibat secara langsung mahupun tidak.

B: hey ko sedar tak u asking me the same questions?

ko tak sedarkan....

sbb ko sendiri pun dah in 'repeatitions' mode

bahaya!.... ciri ciri gila tahap minor tu...

lekas buang dia dlam hidup kau.....

or u will b poison.... n lost urself....

aril: Erk? Are you sure? Damn!


Arini, keluar tengok wayang cite ' Kick-Ass' . Cite yang xbrape best tp sumhow aku enjoy watching it. Pelik. Tersenyum sendirian.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Madah2 yang mengelirukan

3 minggu sblm clash

u tau, i syg kat u, but then ur way buatkan perasaan i supaya clash cpt2 dgn u. but seriously i mmg syg kat u

i admit yg i kinda materialistik...so then...u pun mcm susah nk paham i

ari clash

i ada sumthing nk ckp ngan u. kita kena jumpa gaks arini. u xperlu dtg ukm (kat tempat i). i dtg tmpt u.

discuss dlm keta

my parent tao pasal kita. my dad suh i pilih antara u ngan family. or else i kna pindah rumah. my parent siap nk bwk i pegi berubat lagi.

hurmf...xpe. nanti kt discuss camne nk handle mende ni eyh?

* part tu paling classic. pd ari yang sama de couple ngan orang laen dan menyayangi orang tersebut. Pelik tapi benar.

after clash

aku: nape u avoid i? kata nk berbincang
ex: u xpaham2 lagi ke?kita dh xde ape2.
aku: * wow! that's sound serious. xsampai 2-3 ari n xperlu berbincang pon.haha.

msg dr ex

just nk btw u, u akn tetap dalam hati i walopon i buat camni kt u

bbrape ari slps ex couple ngan org laen

ex kpd partner terbaru:


orang sayang awak sangat-sangat yang

cintaku hanya padamu

siap2 nk balik dgn teman tersayang...siapa???

kata- kata pujangga yang menarik perhatian

setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan tetapi tidak semua perpisahan akan menjanjikan akan adanya pertemuan semula sesudah perpisahan itu - part nie aku xtao nk gelak atau ape. mungkin btul...haha

*menarik tgk status ini. Membuatkan aku tersenyum sendirian. Ntah, mengapa. Fikir-fikirkan.haha.




Thursday, April 22, 2010

Perpisahan

Benar orang selalu berkata itu adalah perkara paling sukar dilakukan. Bagi aku, aku seperti layang-layang terputus tali. Segala perkara yang seringkali dilakukan kini terpaksa dilakukan sendirian. Setiap malam aku terpaksa mengekang perasaan ingin tahu, mahupun berhubung. Aku mengigil dalam kesepian malam. Kadangkala, aku mengharapkan agar aku kepenatan agar tidurku nyenyak tanpa perlu memikirkan kisah buruk yang telah berlaku. Aku hanya bisa mengharap. Terasa begitu sekejap ianya berlaku dan kita terpisah oleh keadaan tanpa sebarang perhubungan. Suatu ketika dulu hubungan itu disirami dengan benih2 cinta bagi menyemarak lagi perasaan kasih sayang yang dibina. Kini yang tinggal hampa.

Mood: Demam dan sengal2 badan. Moga2 aku dipermudahkan dalam melalui saat sukar ini.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Materialistic

Aku slalu terbayang apa yang aku dapat dengan memiliki perasaan ini. Aku akui tiada siapa yang mahu hidup susah akan tetapi adakah kita perlu melakukan sesuatu tindakan itu tanpa memikirkan perasaan orang lain yang terlibat secara langsung dan tidak langsung. Mungkin aku telah dididik untuk berusaha sendiri dalam memiliki sesuatu. Zaman kanak2 yang aku lalui dulu banyak mengajar aku dalam mendisiplinkn diri. Tapi tiada siapa yang mengerti.

Walaubagaimanapun, aku bersyukur aku xmenyusahkan sesiapa dan memberi alasan yang cliche atau xrelevan pabila menghadapi saat sukar.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Omongan kosong

Dalam perjalanan aku mencari diri sendiri banyak perkara aku temui antaranya,
1) kita hendaklah ikhlas dalam ape jua yang dilakukan jangan sampai perasaan was-was menyelubungi diri atau takut akan kehilangan kerna itu pasti berlaku.

2) setiap kengkangan mempunyai cara mengatasi samada kita mahu mencuba ataupon biarkan diri tenggelam dalam perasaan sendirian.

3) dalam perhubungan, sekiranya seseorang tidak mahu mempertahankan perhubungan itu dan seringkali mempertikaikannya, percayalah dia tidak penah menyayangi dan percaya akan hubungan itu. Dari mensia-sia masa dan menanti , lebih baik tinggalkan dari kecewa sendirian. Itu pasti sukar sekiranya hanya kamo bertepuk sebelah tangan.

hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk diperkatakan

4) kadang-kadang kita berasa gembira tentang perhubungan itu tapi tidak bagi orang lain. Jadi, cuba berbincang dan menyelesaikan permasalahan itu.

5) Kita juga percaya ada perasaan bertanggungjawap diatas perkara yang dilakukan dlu kerna itu karma dan pertunjuk penting buat dirimu. Renung-renungkanlah...

p/s: Suatu kekesalan buat diriku adalah menyintai seseorang yang tidak pernah mempunyai sekelumit perasaan terhadap diriku sehingga dia mampu menjalinkan perhubungan sulit lebih 2 bulan dengan orang lain. Part paling menarik ialah aku dikatakan xpenah memberikan segala tumpuan itu kepadanya dan orang2 ini mampu memberikan segalanya. Pelik. Bill telefon aku menunjukkan sebaliknya. Mungkin itu antara sebab rasa bersalah menyelubungi diri lalu lari meninggalkan segala persoalan. Adakah itu mampu menyelesaikan permasalahan?kerungsingan?atau itu hanya bersifat peribadi?Aku kurang pasti. Cuma satu yang aku harapkan dia menyedari kesilapan yang pernah dilakukan dan tidak menuding jari untuk berasa lebih baik. Percayalah...hidup ini ibarat roda mungkin 2kali terselamat kali berikutnya tiada siapa yang tahu. Aku yang mengomel sendirian.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Persoalan / Tanda tanya

Mengapa perpisahan perlu berakhir dengan kesedihan? Ape guna perbincangan kalo tidak mampu diselesaikan secara baik. Aku berpendapat dengan berjujur diatas kesilapan lalu kita mampu tersenyum dengan kenangan silam jika tidak hanyalah geram dan sumpah seranah menghantui. Perlu ke kita lari dari masalah?Jawapannya ialah tidak perlu jangan buat seseorang tertanya apa yang terjadi. Cuba hadapi masalah dengan fikiran yang terbuka. * mungkin aku percaya perbincangan mampu mengubah segalanya atau aku percaya pada 'world peace'? aku kurang pasti.huhu

Semua orang seringkali berkata jika kita sudah berpisah ngan seseorang kita perlu memutuskan segala perhubungan yang penah ada dan wujud suatu ketika dulu. Aku berpendapat....perpisahan adalah suatu yang memeritkan jika dpt dilakukan dgn cara yang baik. Kita mampu mengekalkan perhubungan yang pernah dibina suatu ketika dulu. Mungkin bukan sebagai 'partner' tapi sebagai kawan/ teman yang rapat yang telah mengenali untuk kesekian lama. Hubungan itu pasti lebih indah dan mempunyai kemanisan tersendiri.

Cuma aku sedih mengapa itu tidak berlaku pada diri aku? Kejam sangat ke aku sehingga seseorang tidak mahu mengekalkan hubungan(rapat) dengan aku atau perangai seseorang yang memandang remeh(delete profile atau perkara berkaitan lalu menjadi orang baru). Aku kurang pasti mungkin aku berfikiran positif. Sb aku percaya melalui perbincangan / persetujuan dengan seseorang kita mampu mencapai kata sepakat untuk menjaga hati dan perasaan.

Terdapat 2 persoalan yang masih tidak terjawap
1) Adakah si dia benar-benar mencintai diriku? Jika ia pasti si dia menunggu untuk merungkai semua permasalahan ini sebelum membuat sebarang keputusan.
2) Menyukai seseorang di atas apa yang mampu dilakukan oleh seseorang untuk dirinya. Jika ia aku pasti perhubungan seterusnya tidak akan berkekalan. Tunggu dan lihat.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Problems...Pls go away from me.

I don't believe to discuss problem without face-to-face method * Yea, I know it sounds very traditional despite being open minded and outspoken. It won't settle any problems if you keep blaming others and don't want to listen. * especially for you, please listen and think before you talk, try to be sincere and be honest. Really appreciated it. Thanks

After a long consideration, I've decided to forget about the idea to meet up and discuss since I don't think you are ready and up for it. - just keep my number for your reference if you ready give me a call or message.

Creative
I cant believe I discussed my problem with them. One thing that really inspired me is "For your information from all the signs, Taurus is well-known for the passionate lover and able to click with any signs and be happy. If they don't appreciate you, just forget about it. On top of that, Aries is very complicated sign who likes to argue about small things cos I'm one of them and I agreed". I stood silent.

My mom
She is my inspiration while handling stress and problematic situations. I really admired that. How I wish I have that courage and strength to deal my problems. Mom thanks for the advice.

Power-of-friends
Thanks for being there for me and company while I am alone. At least, I able to finish my meal last night. Thanks for everything.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Stress!

I cant sleep , cant eat properly. Emotionally disturbed.

Even though Taurus is slow to anger, once aroused, is furious and violent. But once cooled off, is sullen and reserved and can become a relent less enemy - I read this from my friend's status and I agree.

We get into the biggest fights with the people we care the most, because those are the relationships you are willing to fight for - if both of you are willing to fight for it, i guess?
Even though been warned you still pursue someone to be in your life that will only hurt you terribly.Ain't love grand? - Yea.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Alone

Yesterday, I found out about them in Facebook and from the wall I realised that it has been started before April. Anyway, knowing about it really kills me. Betrayed. Lying. Problems. Runaway from problem.Without a proper discussion.

My reaction: my whole body is shaking and numb, maybe I try to overcome my anger * very disappointed with the info.

Empty
Lost
Lonely

Luckily, I found angels and beautiful fairies in my life(you know who you are). Thanks for being there to support me while I need a shoulder to cry on and hold me back. Really appreciated it.

While I lost in translation and been thinking about it. My friends told me to forget about it and move on even though it really difficult unlike saying it. You should let it go in order to get over it and be happy with your life.

I can't sleep and eat properly. Gosh!! What's wrong with me?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Kuberserah

Perasaanku menjadi hiba tiba2....tatkala lagu ini berkumandang dari iphone. Entah mengapa...terlalu kusut untuk aku merungkai segala permasalahan ini. Aku xcukup kuat untuk menghadapinya sendiri untuk kali ini...hanya aku mampo berserah..

Hembusan...
Angin dingin membelai jiwaku...
Bergelora perasaan pabila kau menjauhkan diri dari ku...
Seolah cinta suciku tak bermakna lagi untuk dirimu...
Apakah... maksudnya semua ini...

Mungkinkah adanya kesilapan dariku...
Yang tak pernah ku duga...
Maafkanlah oh sayangku
Oh percayalah... ku tak bermaksud begitu
Jangan tinggal daku...
Keseorangan...

Ku berserah
Kepadamu Maha Esa
Mungkin takdir
Telah menentukan segalanya
Ku berserah
Kepada apa yang telah berlaku pada diriku ini
Hanya dikau
Dapat merubah segalanya
Pada dikau saja
Ku mengharap
Moga kau kembali
Berikanlah kasih
Nyalakanlah lilin cinta... kita...

Ku pohon kan kemaafan dengan ikhlas hatiku
Ku tak rela dipisahkan
Walaupun sementara
Sambutlah tangan ku ini
Genggami seeratnya
Namun kini...
Semuanya ku berserah...

Ku berserah
Kepadamu Maha Esa
Mungkin takdir
Telah menentukan segalanya
Ku berserah
Kepada apa yang telah berlaku pada diriku ini
Hanya dikau
Dapat merubah segalanya
Pada dikau saja
Ku mengharap
Moga kau kembali
Berikanlah kasih
Nyalakanlah lilin cinta... kita...

Nyanyian: Amylea AF

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Missing you

Yes! it is true that I missed you. Nowadays, everyone seems busy with their own life. I missed the conference that used to be our resort to lepak, karaoke-ing and share some thoughts. Now, everything is just memory to me. I hope someday, it will revive just like before. Insya Allah

P/s: this entry specially for you, you know who you are. I'm missing you.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Happy Bday Fadly

*in the mean time, u leh start pilih nk makan yang mane.huhu.

Yeay!! anda suda tua.huhu.Selamat ulangtahun kelahiran.Moga semua yang diimpikan akan menjadi kenyataan. Rasanya, 1 impian hampir menjadi kenyataan.

P/s: Esk, ai akan siapkan keje cepat2(Fri) so dapat balik awal.hehe.Jom kt celeb8!!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The Best Local Agency

Yerp!! Cream 2009 just announced my company , the best local agency in the list. Isn't that great?I'm really proud to work with one of the established company. Hopefully, I will receive increment on my salary. * keeping my fingers crossed.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

4am

Yes. I left my office at 4am. The best part is I need to be in the office around 9am, next morning. Isn't that great? Fuck off!!

I'm tired and really need my sleep :( , nite gorgeous.

p/s:on the other hand, I've learned something on how to prepare a strategy paper, today. Thanks to my boss for the opportunity.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Farmville









Ok. I've to admit that I'm addicted with Farmville. Here goes my confession about it. Honestly, I'm blaming Facebook for this, it makes me grows some plants and take care of animals. Urgh!! Below some snapshots of Farmville.




p/s: Btw, I'm level 39, if you curious about it.haha.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Strategy paper

Stress!! Recently, I've been assigned to prepare a strategy paper for the TNB pitch. Hopefully, everything will run smoothly. This will be my first experience to prepare a strategy paper for the pitch. I need to make sure the proposal will jell with the creative rationale in term of selling my ideas to client.

Currently, I'm half done with my strategy paper and tomorrow I need to share my paper with my manager n director maybe they have some input to be inserted inside the strategy paper. I'm feel like studying business. Sigh!

To all,

Pray for my success especially to deliver the job before 7pm so that I can leave the office early.Hopefully...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Telephone by Lady GAGA







Front the top, the snapshot photos from the video clip called Telephone - Lady Gaga feat Beyonce(taken from the Lady Gaga official websites). It's very interesting song with a twist of drama in the clip. I found it, cool :)

With interesting line that i think, i should share....hehe

You know what they say?..Trust just like mirror, you can fix it when its broken but you can still see the crack on that motherfucker reflection!!

Here is the link....hope that you enjoy like I do ^_^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQ95z6ywcBY&feature=fvst

Thursday, March 4, 2010

MPOB

Alhamdullilah, dapat surat dr mereka walopon sesudah hampir setahun.

Keputusan temuduga: Pegawai Tadbir(Kontrak)
Adalah dimaklumka, berikutan dengan temuduga yang diadakan pada 28 Mei 2009, tuan adalah dipilih sebagai calon simpanan.

WTF?ade plak calon simpanan.cam pompuan simpanan plak.haha.stok steady!!.Agak lucu...tapi mungkin itu rezeki aku kot.huhu.Nak wat camne kan?ngee

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Isu kedai makan

lebih kurang 1pm ++,
waktu:lunch
bertempat: di kedai mama, sblh hospital sentosa.

Masing2 menikmati juadah tengahari yang disajikan di sini. Aisya memilih mee bandung dengan alasan DIET. Saya, ruwaida(intern), sarah, azlin ngan nisha menikmati nasi ayam sebagai juadah pilihan.

sesudah selesai makan, sambil lepak + updates dgn semua owg dlm 'servicing'

Aisya: Guys, ayam ade puting tak?
Me and Nisha: no kot.why?
Aisya: No, smlm masa ai blk nk beli dinner for my bro. He texts me and say ' along, I nk nasi ayam bahagian dada xmo puting ngan air limau'. I was like....ayam ader puting eyh?

nisha + ai : laugh out loud

Aisya: ade eyh?
Me: WTF? mesti ko been wondering about it kan tp ko mao tanya ur bro about it sb malo lalu ko tanya ktowg.haha. Ko mmg gila!!haha.
Aisya: haha.Ok. fine.
Me: btw, aisya...you always made me happy specially time lunch dgn kisah2 xmasuk akal u.haha.
Aisya: I know. *smug.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

Back to reality

On Fri, 19 February 2010
hurmf...after been warded for dengue for 4 days in Hospital Sg Buloh. Dr Baiti discharged me and gives a letter to do post evaluation at the nearest klinik kesihatan.

On Mon, 22 February 2010
I went for the test and the doctor in-charge informed me that alt could not be done by that day :((

On Tues, 23 February 2010
So, I went to Sentosa Medical Centre for the ALT and FBC test. I need to wait for almost an hour for the results. Luckily, everything is fine. At the same time, I consulted the doctor regarding my itchiness, and the Dr prescribe me with zyrtec and chlorpheniramine with another 2 days of mc. Yeeha!!

On Thurs, 25 February 2010
I went to Genting Highlands and stayed in First World Hotel for a night. I really had fun playing outdoor games with Fadli. Thanks for the treat.

and tomorrow, I need to work like usual.Sigh!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Dengue..Oh..Dengue

Last friday, I've been suspected with dengue but my doctor isn't sure with it since I didn't show any clear symptoms of dengue. After three days, I decided to check my blood test for dengue at ppum and the result is negative. I'm glad it's just a viral fever. Few days later, my head feels painful just like the first time I went to check with doctor. I felt weird and suspicious so I decided to go and check my condition at previous clinic. The doctor suggested me to take blood test to reconfrimed my status and I agreed. The result showed that I'm positive for dengue fever. Then doctor prepare the referral letter and asked me to refer to nearest hospital.

I called my parents and informed about it. My dad insists me to be admitted at hospital sg buluh. Yea! Sg buluh while I'm staying in selayang. I still don't understand why. First, I'm stranded in emergency room for more than 12 hours waiting for bed with no toilet facility, food,drinks and proper bed. I blamed my dad for all the complaints cos I already suggested my co panel as alternative but he insisted sg buluh has a lot of specialist and the doctors are ready to take care of me. Hurmf..

After more than 10hours of treatment, my body starts to show positive reaction towards the treatment. I'm glad and hope that everything will be fine especially to those who are currently received the treatment.

And I have to stop now, I feel like scratching. Before i forget, dengue rashes are itchy like hell and now it killing me.

Xoxo

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Sport's day

I've been invited to attend this events by a group of teachers. I really appreciated the invitations and promised them that I'll make it during the event.

Finally the event day as scheduled I'm free that day. Lucky me. I meet up with 3g group, teachers that i close with and not to forget the annoying one as well.

I had a chance to meet up my old students where the kewl boys are there and the gedik girls that always make my day brighter. Argh.. I missed the old memories as a teacher and miss you, my lovely students. You always be..

And just before the events ended, I excuse myself to make a move. Hopefully, we can meet up again soon. I'm still staying in selayang, you know.